everything hurts.. some part of this is wrong.. and my gaurd is up and im waiting to be disappointed.waiting to find the reasonign behind this pain..im prolly rambling.. but these thoughts haunt my daydreeams, and cloud my sleep..im still tryna put it all together.. others shouldnt have to remind me of my worth, or my beauty or n e other thing thats pointed out to me throughout my days... not that ii look for it, but ii wonder why the silence falls so hard onto my heart.. ii juss sometimes doubt whether or not im good enuff..on the list of things we dont speak on.. right under Exs' && shoe selection...


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