my mother thinks i dont appreciate her.. all bekus i sorta kinda forgot her birthday...when really i just thought the day of her birthday was the next day..see the diffrence?..well the women is insane..my greatest fear is not death..but turning into the neat freak,nagging,and controling women that only did one really nive thing for me in life,and thats give me birth. sometimes i wanna curse her out, strangle her in her sleep, or even just accidently on purpose step on her big toe. if i had a place to go, id leave. but my clothes are there...lol...and my chuks..and ive been threatened that if i dont come home ....ill find them on the lawn,in the trash,and given to my 3 dogs as chew toes....looks like ill be here till i get that acceptence letter....