SOOOOO HAPPY TO BE HALFWAY HOME!!...so!! lets start from the beggining... the RV trip was a mission in itself... yeast infections are not cool!! lol.. i wouldnt wish one on n e one.. && apparently u can get them w/o having sex.. u can also get them from having too much sugar in your diet.( i hear blaze's "i told u so" iin my head).. n e ways.. with me not ever having one.. it was like worse then death .. lol. its funny now but it wasnt at the time. its like a burning&& itching all at once... && then the good mother nature decided to thro my period in there too.which was 2 weeks earlier then when it was suppose to happen, i had to ride a bike with the seat too high..my feet barely reaching the petals...and the seat digging into my..problem area.. 2 miles to get to 7eleven to buy some pads...my life..ii swear i could right a book about the worst luck that i have..last month it was diapers..smh.. n e ways...after all that, i stayed on the beach..which was kool, but after day 1, the hype was gone..i realized that im older, and kinda too old to just be posted with my gparents with nothing to do but eat&& sleep...my life has become intertwined with other things..like writing(blogging)..partying(on occasion)..and more than anything derrius.DUUH!!. .just interaction with people my age in general..it was a relaxing but also very lonely vacation for me..did alot of thinking..alot of crying..alot of sleeping..lol
i guess i try so hard to always keep a smile on my face.. && im always so worried about other people.. placing everyone before myself..i forget sometimes to handle my own problems.pushing them to the side doesnt make them go away...ii juss wanna go to school..and get paid lots of money to write stuff..more then anything i want happiness..happines is love.&& ii have that.. so when love is not near...everything else outside of that bubble, seems to slap me in the face..my goal now is to obtain an equal environment..i guess thats what an adult is suppose to do.. it really isnt all fun && games.. .damn.
p.s...iif your wondering what the cherry ontop of this vacation is..it ends in me peeing on my ugg boots....no further comment