A METAPHOR IN SO MANY WAYS...
i smell like 6 3' sized bear hugs,
like long eyelashes and smiles that make me blush,
like sticky cheeks from candy cane kisses.
today i realized that these are the moments i live for. i love that i smell like the one person that means the mostest to me.in these moments i am happy. i am complete and calm. i have a new found since of security..finding it easy to fall asleep on him with no worrys or questions or concerns... love is what i live for. and though at some point in my life..i slightly lost that part of me..i found it again..but this time seems to be diffrent then before..my heart seems way to mature for me. my mind is filled with fear. doubts only come when im away from him. and being able to tell someone a super secret and confide in them is diffrent then telling them what happend on the way over.. i took a shower..and gently..lol..washed the smell away..not wanting it to leave..wanting to sleep in my clothes, so that way 2marro it wuld feel like he was there with me...i feel as though i should start crying alittle everyday..to get ahead start on the enormous pain ill feel at somepoint where this all becomes null-in-void....and me trying to tell myself that im not already In Love with this man...just makes me even more nervous..i really hope in my heart, that this is where im suppose to be. let everything ive been through not be in vain. all of my expirences should give me strength to go thru n e obsticles..where i am in my life, this would have to be the biggest leap of faith on love i have ever expierenced..and for some reason..i feel like it'll be worth it in the end..that in the end..there wont b tears to cry..not of pain n e way..and i dont cry when im happy..thats just wiierd.. lol
... I Love You More then Musiq
You are My Musiq... __P.D.