your actions do nothing for my soul
but prove my thoughts of losing you to be true
knowing that ii lost you long ago
when ii lost my heart && mind
placed them in your hands
ii felt your rare words of apology
run through me
cold sweats at night from
sleeping with the enemy
leaving the spaces in between your sentences
filled with doubt
caution
so with caution i must say
that i can not stay
and play
this game with you any longer
ii needed to be loved out loud
this secret love
this silent treatment
your not proud
to have me
so you hide my love
in your pockets
but still they over flow
everyone knows your flooding
run and hide
i wont search for your truth
i want it willingly
handed to me
ii wanted you to love me outloud
because your actions havent said much either.