its time for me to move. out of state. then out of country. this world ii hav so far expeirenced is entirely too small for my soul.for my thoughts.my heart has so much more growing to do. ii need to expierence more culture . ii crave blues music && vinyl record players. mp3's and pro tunes make my insides turn. ii want to expierence evrything pure in life. evrything and anything that hasnt been tampered with and messed up by the human race. ii want to stand outside in the rain barefoot, in an open field wearing thin layers with an expensive lace bra underneath. melting wet dirt under my toes. ii want to eat empinadas in a morning cafe along the waters of argentina. ii want to see evrything in paris except the effiel tower.because that iis the biggest cliche ii kno. ii want to fall in love and for once not be hurt my the future and its truth thats been put upon my shoulders . ii want to not think evryday how many wonderful men there are in the world waiting to wrap there hand around my neck and clench my waist juss the way ii crave. ii want someone who is good enuff. ii want to go running in brazil along a canal river. i want to eat tempura shrimp outside of a shoe store in tokyo. ii want to be wanted iin everyway. ii want to wake up to a beach view filled with pinnaples , pilates, && blue pacific margaritas. ii want to hold the world iin my heart. because hands leave spaces..