HELP. ii hav done it again.
ii have been here many times before.
HURT. myself again today.
&& the worst part is theres noone else to
BLAME.
ii have been here many times before.
HURT. myself again today.
&& the worst part is theres noone else to
BLAME.
ii could smell the flames seeping from under the door. the pain ii caused could make saitins bottom lip trimble. hearts cave in as thought processes are ran through like tape decs. mistakes now replace stability and truth with questions and no solutions. evrything feels like a lost cause. eyes turn coal black. hatrid for the one he loves. you should know how much you love someone before you lose them. lessons will be learned. regrets will be had. lifes will be changed. images. you held me and my heart at the same time. balanced perferctly on your tippy toes. sorry to have tripped you with my reckless actions and selfish thinking. Titles SOUND better then words. but actions speak louder then both of them. my chest aches in so many ways on so many levels. my elbows knock. cold. numb. breathless. my luckless romance has brought me a mirror to eat for dinner. swallow the truth. figure yourself out before you push away the last thing keeping you balanced... im at a lost for words. my heart has been ripped out. everything goes blank. and when you find your self on your hands and knees screaming at the top of your lungs how much you care... it is then , when they look directly past you.. one final tear until nothing but dry cheeks and rusty eyelashes are left in those eyes are nothing. no thoughts. no nothing of you anymore. everything erased. its is on your hands and knees, at your lowest most desperate point that you will realize he is your mirror. and you kan now see almost too clearly the person you have become. and the pain youve caused because of it. and that is the biggest regret in life. it hurts when you loose yourself. but the worst pain of all is when you find yourself. you loose the person who helped find you. you loose your everything.. its alot worse once you do find yourself. ..
these thiings ii hav learned.