ii miss him. but ii know that it will be worth it one day.. one day ii will wake up on white sheets and see green walls with him next to me cursing at the daylight.. anthropologie floor rugs && urbanoutfitters wall art.. pottery barn candles ontop of free vintage nightstands from craigslist.... but until that day ii will pout on nights like these.. lonely showers && cancelled classes.. awake waiting for him to come home. .. i cant help but think of how this will not get anybetter , for it will be days.. weeks,,months.. i will have to go without him.. i guess this is good practice?....