ive decided that love will be the death of me... sometimes i feel like im in love alone.. like everything is one big test. im always being analyzed, and jugded.. && ii dont get why.. i just want everything to be okay. i want to be happy.. i want to make the people i love happy.. i guess this is what it feels like when there are no gaurds up.. no anti theft systems over my heart.. ii dont like the feeling that ii could loose the most important thing to me at any point in time. that he could juss change his mind about me.... && i dont like the feeling that im thee only one that knows how important they are to me.. what am i doing wrong?.. im beggining to run out of words.. i love yous arnt good enuff.. that dusnt even begin to explain it..im lossing myself.. . ii cant help wanting to spend every second of every hour of every moment with him... i wuldnt get tired.. bekus..i love to love.. tho this love is new..its what i want.. ii juss dont want to be the only one who wants it as much as ii do.. ..
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ii feel lost in liife.. ii need a car (tho ive learned that dusnt fix all life problems).. ii need to focus more on my goals.. and move the fuk out this house... ..
spending my night with fatburger && mtv.. bekus iive jumped on my boyfriends last nerve..