ii crave candles && absent minded kisses && for once in forever being able to do what ii want to do..ii feel ignored.. not literally.. but more so forgotten.. like heyyy remember meee...&& what iiiii like to do. && who ii am..lol. maybe ii need to find some wierdo friends that like bookstores && art musuems...&& uther things that require a brain... id like to feel like someone has stopped the world just for me for at least 5 minutes.. which ii realize is alot to ask for.. but today ii feel selfishly frustrated.. iim tired of...sharing ...why do ii have to share my favorite people...ALL THE TIME. this day sukks. filled with unsuccesful research && unaccomplished goals...when i need something..people r too busy to help.. but ii drop everything for others..doesnt seem fair.